Sitting here, drinking a cup of café mocha, staring out the window. Too many thoughts in my head to focus. Too much anxiety swirling around to relax. I guess optimism can only get you so far. There should be no problem. I’m feeling good, work is going well; I’ve gotten together and/or talked on the phone with friends old and new. October is here, sunny and mild with bright blue skies and gentle breezes. And still I feel unease deep, deep inside.
It’s annoying to be honest. I want to forget the past and go forward, embracing all the good to come. And yet….